So on a more serious note I go the doctor tomorrow for a procedure I was hoping we were going to have avoid. I found out when I was 3 or 4 months pregnant that had abnormal cells on my cervix. Now when you are pregnant this is something you don't want to hear. I cried for about two days worrying about what was going to happen. The doctor checked it out and said we would wait until the baby came and it might take care of its self. So 6 months later I have Maddie and don't think to much about it until my 6 week check up. My pap came back abnormal again and I would have to another coloscopy and a biopsy. So this scared me to death once again and I cried for only a day this time. I went in for the procedure and was told they would let me know in a week how the biopsy turned out. Exactly one week later I got a call from the nurse saying they found in even more abnormal cells. Now the doctor was going to have to perform the leep procedure. In this procedure they take a piece of the cervix with a laser. We wanted to stay away from this procedure because I have a family history of a weak cervix and by taking a piece of mine it might cause me to go into labor early on my next pregnancy.
Tomorrow morning I get this done. I am really hoping it doesn't turn out to be cancer. I should have asked the nurse more questions when she called but I forgot. I think I was to scared what her answers would be. The doctor told me last time it wasn't cancer but these cells could turn into cancer. This is something you don't want to hear when you are 26 and a new mom. Its 10:48 on a Thursday night and sit here wondering how tomorrow morning is going to turn out.
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